This month is tough moreso this Friday, Sept 28. Productivity has significantly decreased. I, too, am feeling weak and less enthusiastic. These are feelings foreign to me. If you know me, I am perky, efficient, productive, and fast. I am on top of things. This time, I have no control. The sentiments at this place is generally sad, feeling of uncertainity, worry, and betrayal. They joke about it. They talk about it sarcastically at the halls, in social media sites, or anywhere possible. When I'm sad, I do not talk.